WHAT WAS I THINKING???

As a child I grew up thinking everything happened just because someone wanted them to

Unknown to me that we make things happen too

What was I thinking??? 

I though it was normal to sleep at dusk wake up at dawn 

And sleep at dusk and wake up at dawn

Little did I know there was a force behind it 

Pulling and pushing For and against it 

What was I thinking??? 

 Treading through the hard part I thought it was a trial from someone

Who?? I didn't know

And he wanted this for me    

FEBRUARY 14TH IS NOW VAL-ELECTION DAY

A special day marked on every girls calendar,
Not a day de flowered,
Or period missed in monthly class,
but any girl who knows what's up, savor it

Its the most talked about globally,
After thanksgiving and july 4,
Let's not include christmas,
cause this day is treasured by the masses

The girls love it more,
The guys feel the pains,
Love is not a noun but a verb,
So at times like this
Silence is golden,
Actions can't be hidden

Thoughts!

Thoughts…Forever muddled somewhere in my mind
Forever a subconscious presence
Forever an uninvited existence
Forever a plague.

I gasp beneath its choking grasp
Struggling to wrench free of its relentless hold
I squirm free, running off into the vagueness
Yet I stay pinned under its ravaging claws.

DISILLUSIONED

Shared dreams
Shredded dreams
Promises made
Promises maimed

My wounds are awake
They bleed red ink
I bottled up these smiles
Hoping to get drowned in them

LOOK UP

I was reading a blog (www.stupendousgrace.com) and I saw this post that was majorly a poem written and performed by Gary Turk. It really struck me and so I decided to share the video link and the poem lyrics with you guys. Enjoy and Thank me later.

LOOK UP BY GARY TURK

Video link --> http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Z7dLU6fk9QY

Lyrics:

“I have 422 friends, yet I am lonely.

I speak to all of them everyday, yet none of them really know me.

The problem I have sits in the spaces between, looking into their eyes, or at a name on a screen.

I took a step back, and opened my eyes,

I looked around, and then realised that this media we call social, is anything but

when we open our computers, and it’s our doors we shut.

All this technology we have, it’s just an illusion, of community, companionship, a sense of inclusion

yet when you step away from this device of delusion,

you awaken to see, a world of confusion.

The Story of An Addict

He walking like one who cannot see
In his heart he knows he's in a prison
He desperately longs to be set free
But he's still bound and needs a reason

There was a time when he was truly lost
When he had not encountered the touch of the cross
Now that christ has paid all the cost
But still held bound to those Addictions that keep him at loss

Quite a number of years since he got saved
But still bound to those dirty habits
Everytime he does them, he's amazed
It's like he can never stop dancing to the devils drum beats.

He's an addict, To Drugs, Masturbation, Sex, porn, Stealing, Lying, Alcohol and weed.

Radical Love

.I would see the worst in you
And still give you the best
I would see you pale and blue
And still pick you out of the rest

.You would still make me smile
Even when all you do is what is supposed to make me frown
And though you think I perceive you as someone filled with guile
All I still see is your beautiful crown

Your New Self

.Unleash your potential like a blossoming tree
Yield not to fears that make you uncalm like the raging sea
Invest your life in Christ cause He has made you free
Never base your hope only on what you can see

.Only trust in God who showed you genuine love
Redeemed you by sending His son from above
Accepted you and made you from glory to glory to evolve
Gave you wisdom so all life's problem you can solve

Those Things you Leave Undone...

It isn't the thing you do
Its the thing you leave undone
That gives you a bit of a heartache
At setting of the sun.

The tender work forgotten,
The letter you did not write,
The flowers you did not send,
Are your haunting ghosts at night.

The stone you might have lifted
Out of a brother's way;
The bit of heartsome counsel
You were hurried too much to say;

The loving touch of the hand,
The gentle, winning tone
Which you had no time nor thought for
With troubles enough of your own.

Those little acts of kindness
So easily out of mind,
Those chances to be angels
Which we poor mortals find~

They come in night and silence,
Each sad, reproachful wraith,
When hope is faint and flagging,
And a chill has fallen on faith.

For life is all too short,
And sorrow is all to great,
To suffer our slow compassion
That tarries until too late:

And it isn't the thing you do,
It's the thing you leave undone
Which gives you a bit of heartache
At the setting of the sun.

Unshakeable Love

Laying in the dark
Thinking of all my slack
Wishing God would give me a knack
But yet,he still provides me with snacks

Wondering why I'm loved this much
When all I ever did was hurt,
I hardly even fellowship in his church
Yet I'm in his every thought

So many times I act unfaithful
Yet His Love is ever Steadfast
His gifts -which i worth not - are forever wonderful
It's not like I even Fast

I've been saved
Oh! It's by Grace
I'm always forgiven
Oh! It's called Mercy

He gives me what I don't deserve
Grace!!!
He gives me not what I deserve
Mercy!!!

Everlasting Love
Forever Peace

I'm not worthy but he loves all the same.

There's Strength in This Love

I remember looking at u and feeling this huge burst of energy Reverberating through me, It was like a mighty surge, My whole being began to quiver.

I was scared for a moment until I realised the feeling felt Good, it was simply magical.
As my whole body quivered, I felt Strong,whole and in that instant, I knew that whenever I'm with u, that as long as there's love in us, for us I Can Do anything and everything.

Being with you brings out the best in me and makes me want to up my game.

Later, when I pulled u close to me (in an attempt to cuddle), yet another burst of waves filled the atmosphere within me, it was stronger this time and I felt the weight I had earlier in my chest melt,that feeling in the pit of my stomach went away and was replaced with butterflies and as I closed my eyes in surrender to sleep I was convinced that there, right in your arms, is where I'm supposed to Be.

I feel Strength in this Love.

I'm With You - Anytime;Everytime!

When you need a shoulder to cry on,
Remember that i have a warm embrace
Ready to offer comfort

When you think life is being too tough,
Remember that which does not kill you
Only makes you stronger

When you need a friend to listen,
Remember that i am here for you
Anytime; Everytime

When you doubt me,
Remember I became sin for you
When I knew no sin

When you lose faith in yourself
Remember that i never did,
Nor never will.

I'm with you,
Today, Tomorrow and Forever.

Your Friend Always
Jesus







By Dominion Rugba Fabric
And
Itimi Peace
Jopes'Itimi

The power of you

There are obstacles before you
One u feel you can never over come
To attempt is frightening!
But u know u can make it to the other side
If only you try

I've seen your potential
That u carry inside
I've seen the will,the passion
The fight in your eyes
I've witnessed your achievement
I know u can do it one more time

You can be anyone
You can be happy too
But first u must believe
In the power of you

You are valuable
Powerful
Beautiful
And brave
And I know that you know
You can make it though tomorrow
If u can get through today.

By Dominion Rugba Fabric
Jopes'Itimi

Medical school

From stratified and squamous epithelium, To nucleated erythroblasts.

I always linked old ships with masts,
Mast cells have made me recast.

Rulers, rockets, rheostats,
Thank God that's all becoming  past.

I would yawn as time strolled past,
Now it's running very fast.

Have you seen my day's forecast?
Class to class, then back to class.

My class cannot be outclassed:
From the first guy to the last

What of the lecturers ;
Dr. Eboh, the Physiology and MBC lecturers, Such dumb-ass
All they know is come late or worst still don't come to class
Mehn, how do they expect us to pass!?

So we end up making plans
Plans on how to pass.
which involves being Photostating copycats.

Then, when results are broadcast,
Mehn, come and see acrobats.
Cos no feeling can outlast
Your joy, knowing you have passed.

So much joy, but in contrast
Many skies are overcast,
For among the enthusiasts
There are those who haven't passed.

I once thought all docs had hearts,
But now I am very smart.
And it goes far beyond that:
My brain has been torn apart.
Renin? Rennin? This or that?

Who knows glucose glucostat?
ALT aint alternate.
CAT is not after a rat.
FISH is not part of breakfast,
PDA is in the heart.

You should see machines we gat
They are more than works of art.
First the kidneys, then the heart,
Now it's bone marrow transplant.

I was a genius, so brilliant,
Now I look so ignorant.
Surgery was done by humans,
Now robots have other plans.

The future is so pregnant,
Time is never hesitant.
Soon the scalpel will depart,
Stitches insignificant.

Soon, Foetuses will choose their looks,
We'll even do surgery on Twitter, myspace or even Facebook.

I am me

I am me…
Joy.
What you see…
A decoy.
My destiny has things laid on a platter.
I choose me happiness for keeps.
So when you see me reel in laughter,
Know it’s cos there’s excess in my lips.

I am me…
In between.
Like a bee…
I’ve got no sting.
I’m a double edged sword.
So dangerously blunt.
I stand by my word.
An equivocal stunt.

I am me…
Pain.
I am glee…
Existing in feint.
I dissemble, dissimulate;
I shield, shelter, and shell.
While I my outward create,
I am me in my inwardly self.

I am me…
Who I choose to be.
I am me…

I miss you

-I heard distance makes the heart fonder
-I heard if we can beat distance
-We'd make the world wonder
-Buh i'm missing you soo much now,its making distance a very big nuisance

-My heart is soo Full its breaking
-I wish i dn't have to bear all this aching
-I miss you so much i'm hurting
-I want to see you so bad,i'm fasting

-My heart's so full of love i cant rate
-My love for you i'd forever reiterate

-Luking out of window
-Wishing on the stars
-But wishes aint horses

-Finish up and come back

Love

Beauty and love are all my dreams
they change not with the changing day
love stays forever like a stream
that flows but never flows away...

Love is better than high birth,
richer than wealth,
prouder dan peacock,
loving and being loved the greatest delight
for love,my pride boasts...

Being loved gives u strength,,
loving gives u Courage.....

Never lose your humanity,love with all your heart but please don't abandon your Mind.

We can live without anything and everything except Love!

I need to find my bearing

-My soul wanders in search of its destiny
-As i walk through life and discover so much misery
-My heart bleeds immensely

-Every path brings about puzzles,
-I have to solve, to get that purpose
-I get exhausted and want to give up
-but all obstacles,
-I know i can tackle

-In a world of obscurity,
-A world full of so much uncertainty
-I crave solitude
-A place of complete abandon
-oblivious of all...

I wish for:
-One day to stop toiling
-One day to get all wishes
-One day of all love returned
-One day of understanding and NO searching..

-So much to do
-So much to say
-Strength eludes me
-Words fail me
-I bow my head and say a silent prayer cause i know HE listens and answers

-Father, As my heart speaks, As my mind talks, As my soul searches..
-You find me n teach me

Just a Little

Sometimes all a person needs is a little encouragement,
a little "u can do it"
a little push to get moving,
a little "i believe in you",
a little help standing up.

Sometimes, all a person needs is a shoulder to cry on,
an ear listen,
a heart to accept,
a hug, a tease, a call,
a smile to show you care..

A little could be all he/she needs..
A little of your time,
a little of your affection,
a little effort,
a little try,
a little push.

Lets get rid and avoid complications and mountains...
Lets consider the simple.
Lets do the little, so we can avoid complex.
Remember "little drops of water makes the mighty ocean"

Your little could mean so much. Your little could accomplish so much.

3things

3 things in life that never come back when gone:
- Time
- Words
- Opportunity

3 things in life that should never be lost:
- Peace
- Hope
- Honesty

3 things in life that are most valuable:
- Love
- Faith
- Prayer

3 things that make a person:
- Hard work
- Sincerity
- Commitment

3 things that can destroy a person:
- Lust
- Pride
- Anger

3 things in life that are constant:
- God
- Change
- Death

3 people who love you and who will never leave you alone:
- The Father
- The Son
- The Holy Spirit

I ask God to do these three things:
- To bless Us
- To guide Us
- To ALWAYS protect n preserve Us.